[ jason isn't big on following the rules, following good solid advice. just because they shouldn't isn't enough to make him not. there wasn't a chance in hell he'd turn down a little flirting with sizhui.
'home' is a goddamn fairytale, but he doesn't tell sizhui that. he doesn't have anywhere to go back there... but sometimes he pretends like he's interested in getting back. mostly, he changes the subject. doesn't wanna see sizhui's pitying face. it sure isn't perfect here, but sizhui is makes it more than good enough. why the hell would jason be rushing to leave him? besides getting out of sizhui's hair; he knows he makes shit tough on sizhui. not exactly what he meant to do when sizhui saved his sorry ass, even fixed his fucked up arm. jason owes him a lot. probably another reason he shouldn't, but he does anyway.
kissing sizhui is kinda surreal, his lips soft and wet and jason can hear the soft inhalation when his breath catches. it's all super sweet soft shit. just in case this isn't what sizhui wants, in case he wants to put a stop to this... which is kinda what jason is expecting. pretty sure this stuff isn't exactly shined upon back in these ages. but that isn't what happens though. sizhui pulls him back in and jason can't quite a soft noise of shock that turns into a disbelieving laugh against sizhui's mouth. okay. amazing. a hand settles on sizhui's waist, despite a smile, jason kisses sizhui back. ]
no subject
'home' is a goddamn fairytale, but he doesn't tell sizhui that. he doesn't have anywhere to go back there... but sometimes he pretends like he's interested in getting back. mostly, he changes the subject. doesn't wanna see sizhui's pitying face. it sure isn't perfect here, but sizhui is makes it more than good enough. why the hell would jason be rushing to leave him? besides getting out of sizhui's hair; he knows he makes shit tough on sizhui. not exactly what he meant to do when sizhui saved his sorry ass, even fixed his fucked up arm. jason owes him a lot. probably another reason he shouldn't, but he does anyway.
kissing sizhui is kinda surreal, his lips soft and wet and jason can hear the soft inhalation when his breath catches. it's all super sweet soft shit. just in case this isn't what sizhui wants, in case he wants to put a stop to this... which is kinda what jason is expecting. pretty sure this stuff isn't exactly shined upon back in these ages. but that isn't what happens though. sizhui pulls him back in and jason can't quite a soft noise of shock that turns into a disbelieving laugh against sizhui's mouth. okay. amazing. a hand settles on sizhui's waist, despite a smile, jason kisses sizhui back. ]