[the beat of silence after he's moved into jin ling's lap speaks volumes where words do not; sizhui almost second-guesses himself, but only hesitates because the other male's hands settle on his hips and whatever nervousness he'd been feeling before disappears with that simple gesture.
to tell the truth, he's sort of faking it until he makes it here. his heartbeat has been jackhammering nonstop ever since he'd considered doing what he did and now that he has, he is sincerely hoping jin ling can't hear it being as close as they are, even though he's rather certain that isn't a possibility. nevertheless, his attention darts from his boyfriend's eyes to his lips, to his throat, then he glances down between them, licking his lips in an attempt to focus on anything that's not how nice it feels sitting in jin ling's lap right now. (and while being held onto? surely it doesn't get much better—)
except when jin ling confirms that yes, this position is more proper, a fond, warm feeling comes rushing through him, flooding his cheeks with color now too whereas it'd simply been his ears moments ago.] For sure, [he parrots softly, grinning, tilting his gaze back upward until they're eye-to-eye again (which is also different with how easy it is, given he ordinarily has to look up higher). although he'd like to tease jin ling, ask him ‘well, are you gonna kiss me or not?’ he decides on something else.
something he's thinking will be a simple motion at first, then reconsiders from jin ling's point of view, yet it's not enough to make him drop the idea entirely.] Is kissing considered ‘proper?’ [a quiet, contemplative hum and afterward, he tilts, brushes their noses together, lips barely parted and his left hand moving around so he can drift his fingertips over jin ling's throat.] I'm not so sure in this situation...
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to tell the truth, he's sort of faking it until he makes it here. his heartbeat has been jackhammering nonstop ever since he'd considered doing what he did and now that he has, he is sincerely hoping jin ling can't hear it being as close as they are, even though he's rather certain that isn't a possibility. nevertheless, his attention darts from his boyfriend's eyes to his lips, to his throat, then he glances down between them, licking his lips in an attempt to focus on anything that's not how nice it feels sitting in jin ling's lap right now. (and while being held onto? surely it doesn't get much better—)
except when jin ling confirms that yes, this position is more proper, a fond, warm feeling comes rushing through him, flooding his cheeks with color now too whereas it'd simply been his ears moments ago.] For sure, [he parrots softly, grinning, tilting his gaze back upward until they're eye-to-eye again (which is also different with how easy it is, given he ordinarily has to look up higher). although he'd like to tease jin ling, ask him ‘well, are you gonna kiss me or not?’ he decides on something else.
something he's thinking will be a simple motion at first, then reconsiders from jin ling's point of view, yet it's not enough to make him drop the idea entirely.] Is kissing considered ‘proper?’ [a quiet, contemplative hum and afterward, he tilts, brushes their noses together, lips barely parted and his left hand moving around so he can drift his fingertips over jin ling's throat.] I'm not so sure in this situation...
[is he goading him? mmmaybe just a little.]