it would be a great way to go, jin ling thinks, but then he won't have experienced all the things in life that he's supposed to.
like what happens after this.
all the dirty books zizhen has shared make it seems like that's worth sticking around for. jin ling tries not to let his mind race ahead to sex with sizhui when all they've done is hold hands and now he has him in his lap. he needs to survive and kiss him a bit more before he gets too wound up.
sizhui is definitely not helping.] What--? [you can't expect him to form a coherent thought like this, sizhui.
he blinks and then his mind seems to catch up with what's happening here, even as he shudders at the touch on his neck. that's sensitive, apparently. who knew?] It doesn't matter if it's proper, if we like it. [he says, narrowing his eyes a bit because who is jin rulan if he's not one to fall for being goaded even by his boyfriend? there's a set of determination in his jaw as he leans in, but the kiss -- for what is is -- is still playful and gentle before it melts into something more.
his hands still are firm as one rests on sizhui's hip, the other slides down his outer thigh to pull him closer yet. ]
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it would be a great way to go, jin ling thinks, but then he won't have experienced all the things in life that he's supposed to.
like what happens after this.
all the dirty books zizhen has shared make it seems like that's worth sticking around for. jin ling tries not to let his mind race ahead to sex with sizhui when all they've done is hold hands and now he has him in his lap. he needs to survive and kiss him a bit more before he gets too wound up.
sizhui is definitely not helping.] What--? [you can't expect him to form a coherent thought like this, sizhui.
he blinks and then his mind seems to catch up with what's happening here, even as he shudders at the touch on his neck. that's sensitive, apparently. who knew?] It doesn't matter if it's proper, if we like it. [he says, narrowing his eyes a bit because who is jin rulan if he's not one to fall for being goaded even by his boyfriend? there's a set of determination in his jaw as he leans in, but the kiss -- for what is is -- is still playful and gentle before it melts into something more.
his hands still are firm as one rests on sizhui's hip, the other slides down his outer thigh to pull him closer yet. ]